I hate it when I feel all unsettled, worried, angry, confused... you name it! All these negative feelings have been in my heart since last night.
Why? All because of being taken for granted :(
When someone takes me for granted whether consiously or unconsiously, it hurts. It hurts even more when the friendship is so close. Having given 100% into a friendship and honestly not expecting anything in return can sometimes get to me... and that is the actual truth.
When I go into a friendship, I don't expect anything in return. But in honest truth, being loved a little bit more would be nice ^_^
Being a Giver takes effort. Giving 100% can sometimes be very tiring. Lesson learned for me is... sometimes Sharon your taker side needs to come in and take over.
Once in a blue moon will do the trick. Like maybe now. Giving all the time is indeed tiring... but being able to take somethings back would be nice at times.
As human beings, we tend to forgot people and things when we get into our own little bubble. But that bubble has to burst one day and you will need to see what is in the outside world and give a little.
You don't just give to the younger ones. The older one needs to be loved as well... Lord forgive me for being selfish. Grant me a peaceful and loving heart this day. Amen.
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